no se puede comprar a su hijo el amor

Tengo un amigo que compra todo para sus hijos. el problema es que los niños están botín podrido. ningún respeto por los ancianos. entras en ellos ni siquiera decir hola. He visto los golpearon allí abuelos. mi amigo te quedes ahí parado y no dijo nada. cada vez que los niños quieren algo y no lo consiguen. llaman a los padres barato. usted no puede comprar su amor niños. usted tiene que pasar más tiempo de calidad con ellos. como jugar juegos de mesa con ellos. voy a la pelota del parque y de acuerdo con ellos, etc. Entiendo que mi amigo no tenía las cosas que quería cuando era una niña. por lo que la compra de muebles para sus hijos. esa no es la forma de enseñar a los niños. tienen que aprender a respetar. que tienen que apreciar todo. Yo no digo nada porque yo no tengo hijos. la mayoría lo importante es pasar tiempo con los niños. enseñarles modales. no les compran todo. hacen a ganarla.


la niña que me hizo caer la semana pasada. ella estaba aquí hoy. ella estaba molesta. ella ni siquiera decir hola a mí. su mamá me dijo que molestó porque ella no puede jugar más conmigo. la madre me dijo que ella dijo a su marido. lo que había sucedido. el padre le gritaba a ella y le dijo que no a jugar más. Yo le dije que estaba bien. después de que yo le dije que estaba bien. quería jugar bailar de nuevo. ella me dio un abrazo antes de irse hoy. ella dijo que ella me la próxima semana. esta niña tiene modales hacen que los padres le enseñaron. Me gustaría tener una niña o niño pequeño.

me hizo sentir como un idiota

Le dije lo que sentía por él. consiguió sacarlo de mi sistema. no dice nada. que no le importa. Tengo esos sentimientos por él. yo le dije que lo siento. él es silencioso como un ratón. Qué debo hacer? No sé qué más hacer. Me siento como un idiota. Dije lo intentaré de nuevo hasta que dijera algo. pero me estoy haciendo daño por dentro. él no tiene los mismos sentimientos que tengo por él. cuanto más lo intento. cuanto más se está haciendo daño a mis sentimientos. Yo sólo quiero esconder en el armario y grito.

Me siento muy abajo

Me siento realmente mal. por qué causa no dijo nada desde que le texto. me ha estado molestando.Realmente me preocupo por él.Realmente lo echo de menos.él está haciendo daño a mis sentimientos por no decir en absoluto.él está haciendo daño a mis sentimientos por no decir en absoluto.Estoy sentado aquí tratando de averiguar qué decir a él.Estoy sentado aquí tratando de averiguar qué decir a él.¿es demasiado tarde para llamar o texto él. Yo no quiero ser grosero.

Me estoy grité por estar enfermo

Llego a casa me preguntan para ir a comer la cena. Le dije que no se siente bien. mi papá es pedir que mi garganta. sí lo es. siempre mi garganta. él quejándose de que estoy enfermo. Yo no puedo hacer nada si me enfermo. no es que yo estoy pidiendo a contraer una infección de garganta. Espero que no lo es. si es que necesito antibióticos. Yo debería de tomado mis amígdalas cuando era más joven. Sólo espero que no lo es. Espero que el té desagradable trabajo. Yo siempre estoy perra a por todo. Estoy harto tengo perra en.si yo sabía que iba a llegar a la perra. Me habría ido a casa.

Yo no lo vi ayer y hoy. Echo de menos a verlo. soy tonto para perder una persona que me ignora.Cómo se siente de la misma manera?Estoy pensando mucho. Estoy bien despierto ahora.

Quiero saber por qué

Quiero saber por qué él no hace caso de mi texto. ¿qué he hecho con él para él actuar de esta manera. ¿dije algo malo. Qué he hecho algo. qué he herido sus sentimientos. No lo sé. él está haciendo daño a mis sentimientos por no decir nada en absoluto. él está lastimando mis sentimientos y yo todavía lo echo de menos.

feliz

No estoy contento con mi vida!me parece que cuanto más viejo me dieron el peor se pone.soy yo no es feliz porque me pongo en ese lugar.Quiero un montón de cosas en la vida, pero no puedo tener.Quiero una relación normal. Quiero que alguien me mire quién soy yo no cómo me veo. cambio apariencia no se queda igual.Quiero a alguien que va a estar allí para mí y estar allí para ellos.Quiero una familia estable. mi familia no es estable en absoluto. es caótica.Quiero una familia estable. mi familia no es estable en absoluto. es caótica. esas son las 2 cosas que quiero, pero no se puede tener.qué elegí este camino no ser feliz.sí creo que lo hice.Quiero una relación en la que paso mucho tiempo con una persona y no te discuto acerca de todo. Quiero que la persona que haga un esfuerzo. Quiero una persona que podía hablar. Quiero estar con una persona que u no tienen que ir a cualquier parte para divertirse.Me dieron a elegir dónde voy en la vida. si no lo hago yo nunca voy a feliz.


Yo he dicho que voy a renunciar a él y borrar su número, pero no lo hice.Me siento realmente rechacé cuando no dice nada.Quiero saber por qué es así.si no quiere que la llame o le texto. decirme y me detengo. pero no lo hace. él simplemente no dice nada en absoluto.es un juego de un chico juega para ver cómo se siente acerca de ellos.¿Me voy a lamentar no decirle lo que siento por él.Yo le voy a texto de nuevo hasta que dijera algo.Qué todo hombres quiero escuchar la verdad?

chica loca conmigo texto de hoy

ella SMS Enviar hacer Quiero reunirse con ella después del trabajo.Yo nunca le dije que no estoy trabajando.Yo estaba con mi mejor amigo esta mañana. ella tomó mi teléfono y el texto de espaldas y.ella me dijo que no dejes que las cosas se ponen a mí especialmente ella.ella dijo que si ella es el motor de arranque chismes. deja que sea. cuanto más pienso en ello. el más estrés que soy. entonces ella bromea sobre ello me hizo preguntar Tengo un aborto. Le dije que si lo hacía ella sería la primera en saberlo. jaja que el texto de nuevo lo ignoro.no se entiende. Yo no quiero ser su amigo.


No lo he visto. Espero que esté bien!

No entiendo su

mi amigo el que me llama acerca médico bebé. ella no lo entiende. Yo realmente no quiero hablar con ella. i enfrento a ella acerca de los rumores de que estaba propagando por mí. ella nunca me respondió. ella me texto hoy como sucede nada. diciéndome esta belleza y maquillaje lugar es realmente caro dan cosas gratis. ok no me importa. Yo solía usar maquillaje todo el tiempo. ahora no me importa si lo hago o no. si me siento como que luego me lo puse. si no lo hago entonces no lo haré.ella debe saber eso. pero ella todavía me texto. ella diciendo cosas estúpidas como que estoy evitando ella. sí, soy. Yo no la soporto.no se entiende.No creo que ella lo hace.

Qué importa si una mujer usan maquillaje?sí cambia un aspecto persona cuando ellos ponen maquillaje.lo más importante es el interior lo que no cuenta con la apariencia.

Conozco a este tipo. cuando salió de la cárcel. los otros amigos del individuo llaman un grupo de chicas a salir para que pudiera conectar con uno de ellos.tomó una chica a casa. la mañana siguiente estaba shock. él dijo que ella ve como una rata sin maquillaje.smh maquillaje hace maravillas para algunas personas.

lo que está mal con la gente en estos días.

Yo solía leer las noticias mucho. Me detengo leerlo causar algo malo pasa siempre. Estoy en Facebook y veo un par de amigos de contabilización hasta niños perder la vida en Pakistán. Me acaban de levantar los artículos. es tan desgarrador para leer cómo la gente estúpida entraron en una escuela y terminar matando niños. son niños inocentes. que no han hecho nada malo. Yo no debería tener búsquelo. me hace muy triste y niños pequeños locos están matando. 😭😡

¿por qué hay tanta violencia en este mundo?

No debería haber dicho nada de lo que sentía. Debo de ocultar mis sentimientos. Me convierto en una persona que no quiero ser.por qué está pasando esto a mí? ¿por qué no este sentimiento acaba de salir?

extraño

Que pudiera llevar a la escuela. pero yo no lo puedo llevar a cabo durante todo el día. mi papá dijo que no me confía con él. Me pregunto ¿por qué? dijo, porque si algo le pasa ¿cómo va a explicar a su esposa perra estúpida. Le dije que su nada ridículo sucederá. Yo quería que lo llevara a la película porque él dijo que nunca había estado en la sala de cine antes. él dijo que nadie lo toma en cualquier lugar y siempre ha quedado atascado en la casa. Quiero llevarlo a cabo durante todo el día el sábado. Ahora no puedo. No es raro que pudiera llevar a casa a la escuela, pero no puedo llevarlo en cualquier otro lugar.

Pensé que mi coche iba a estar listo hoy. nop no lo es. Les dije que llevar allí el tiempo. ahora tengo que averiguar dónde poner la otra. Le dije a la señora que no necesito el garaje más. alquiló a alguien ya. Voy a tener diversión en busca de lugar de estacionamiento.

mascotas de mi hermano

tener una mascota es como criar a un niño. tienes que estar allí para alimentarlo y cambiarlo. ya que mi hermano está ausente. Tengo que ver a sus mascotas. Tengo que darle de comer y cambiar su jaula. la última vez que los miraba. Abro la jaula del salto maldita cosa en mi hombro y el otro salto en mi brazo. Yo estaba gritando tan fuerte. se podía oírme en la manzana. son lindos y suave. pero no es mi tipo de mascota que tendría. ahora tengo que averiguar cómo voy a abrir la jaula sin ellos saltando sobre mí mañana. SMH :( I don't like watching them.

mi hermanito me iba a delatar a.

Tuve que llevar a mi hermano pequeño a la escuela hoy. Le dije que tengo que recoger a mi mejor amigo para arriba. él dijo que va a llegar tarde a la escuela. Le dije que no se lo digas papá si llega tarde. él dijo que él va a decir sobre mí. omg si le contaba a mí voy a meter en problemas. ese pequeño mequetrefe. mientras conducía siguió cantando él va a llegar tarde. Yo estoy diciendo !! él era tan desagradable esta mañana. Le pregunto qué es lo que come para el desayuno. él me dijo que me metiera en mis business.omg Le dije que si él va a ser desagradable que no voy a comprar cualquier juguete para él nunca más. Yo no voy a llevarlo a la escuela tampoco. ¿por qué los niños tienen boca fresca en estos días. él no era tarde.maldita sea realmente difícil criar a un niño en estos días.

Estoy aburrido! Todavía estoy esperando !! Estoy cansado!

chica estúpida.

Yo llamo a las chicas salgan últimos night.I quieren que hablan a todos ellos. Yo quería decirle que dejen el texting de mí sobre la chica estúpida. el texting constante durante 2 días seguidos era molesto. que estaban matando a la batería de mi teléfono. Le dije a las chicas que llamaré a la chica que estaba hablando mierda a mis espaldas. No necesito instigadores me dice qué hacer. Les dije a mis amigos que yo llamo su preguntando si ella quería salir. ella nunca respondió a mi llamada. ella va a evitarme. Simplemente no puedo creer que esta perra. ella tuvo el valor de hablar mierda.

Le dije a las chicas cancelar mi viaje con ellos. No todas las chicas sabían de lo que sucederá. Yo les dije que nuestro amigo chico es un idiota. ellos sabían que ya. Le dije que él es otro que hablar mierda a mis espaldas a otro chico. Le dije a las chicas que realmente no quiero pasar el rato con él en estos días. si llega a pasar el rato. por favor hágamelo saber que saliendo. Yo no quiero ser pillo desprevenido. una de las chicas se preguntan mí es tan malo. Le dije que sí No quiero explicar lo que ha hecho. Yo le voy a cortar ahora. hasta que deje de ser un imbécil. No voy a hablar con él. sólo una de las chicas sabían lo que suceda. me preguntan todavía estoy loco por las fotos. Les dije que no, no las imágenes. dijeron que el viaje que podría no ser capaz de cancelar o posponer. las chicas dijeron que el viaje es el año que viene. Yo no podría estar enojado con él nunca más. Veremos. esta no es la primera vez que él me hizo cabrean. él me hizo tan loco dejo de hablar con él por un año. la chica que sabía de lo que había hecho me lleve a casa. ella dijo que él tiene razón. si estoy teniendo problemas. ir y conocer a alguien nuevo. su marido no está aún tratando de solucionar los problemas. que lo que es peor. Estaba choque que salió de su boca. entonces ella me pregunta hice me encuentro con alguien nuevo. Le dije que no. Me acuesto con ella. Yo les digo a todo. Me sentí mal que no puedo contarle todo. ella dijo que cambie estos dos años. Le pregunto cómo. ella dijo todo. Le dije que somos más viejos ahora la gente cambia. Me duele la cabeza esta mañana me quedo con las chicas hasta las 2 am en el bar. Bebí un poco, así que probablemente podría relajarse. en cambio tengo un maldito dolor de cabeza.

todo el día de ayer que me mantuvo los mensajes de texto. No respondí espalda.todos los hombres son iguales que quieren una cosa en mente que hay.yacen diciendo que le gustaría en el principio.yacen diciendo que le gustaría en el principio.

No debería haber hecho ese comentario

yo estaba buscando a través de mi cuenta de Facebook. Vi a mi amigo y su chica poner fotos de nuestro amigo bebé recién nacido.Hice un comentario diciendo que parece a punto de estallar un out. Yo no era la única en hacer ese comentario.ahora todo el mundo está haciendo los comentarios que me pasa cuando me voy a estallar un out.maravilloso no debería habían hecho ese comentario.uno de los chicos dijo que si usted intenta que no va a suceder. tiene que suceder por accidente.Dije que no ha suceder todavía. amigo el que me encuentro con el gimnasio con mi amigo. hizo un comentario. él dijo que yo necesito un hombre de verdad. omfg No puedo creer que él dijo eso.este tipo tiene bolas para decir algo así. él realmente contundente.que mierda me msg en Facebook preguntándome qué necesito compañía. él sabe que estoy sentada de la casa de un amigo. mi estúpido amigo hombre de él debe dicho. él todavía no me ha de llamarle. no responder a su llamada telefónica. él sabe que yo voy a maldecir su culo fuera.Yo busque su perfil y tenemos mucho amigos en común al menos 20.Yo lo llamo una de las chicas a quejarse de mi amigo. Tuve que preguntarle es obvio que estoy teniendo problemas en mi matrimonio. ella dijo que sí. ella dijo que yo estado saliendo más a menudo el último año.ella dijo que yo no miro feliz. No estoy con el ceño fruncido. hago smile.I preguntarle qué hace ella significa. ella dijo que sólo podía decir.Yo le pregunto ella sabe que ese tipo. ella dijo que lo conocí antes de hace mucho tiempo. Yo no lo recuerdo, le dije. ella dice que es el tipo que pensé que era lindo en la universidad. Era un desafío para subir a él en el bar y decirle que era lindo. omfg Ahora lo recuerdo. las cosas estúpidas que hicieron en smh universidad.ella dijo que nos fuimos a acampar en la universidad. ella me dijo que fuera a través de mis fotos viejas. Le dije que yo ni siquiera sé donde esas fotos son en este momento. ella dijo que se ve mejor ahora que antes.que sabía de las fotos que subieron en Facebook. ella me pregunta por qué estoy preguntando acerca de ese tipo. Le dije que lo conocí ayer en nuestra casa de un amigo y él me llamó niña colmena. entonces yo le dije lo desordenar nuestro amigo era. cómo él dijo que ese tipo donde estaré. Yo sabía que era para nada bueno. ella me dijo que debía de haber conocido.Sólo espero que no recuerda que era yo en la universidad.Siempre me quedo mi pie en mi boca. Nunca debí hecho un comentario.

las personas no les importa una mierda

mientras mis amigos estaba de compras. Me senté en el coche esperando por ellos. Vi un montón de padres que arrastran allí niños alrededor. era 01 a.m. este parque señora delante. ella tiene 2 hijos con ella. se ven como si fueran menores de 5 años. que es muy injusto para los niños que tienen que estar fuera con este frío.si usted no puede conseguir una niñera, no vayas de compras.De hecho, me quedé dormido en el coche mientras yo estaba esperando. regresaron a las 3 am.Estoy y me tengo que ir a prepararse para volver. si no me voy antes yo estar atrapado en el tráfico.ahora estoy esperando de nuevo para mi amigo a levantarse. él es más de puta. que toma más tiempo después una niña y él no es gay.El sábado pasado mis amigos me sorprendió con un viaje de 1 semana. decían 8 personas a pagar por el viaje. es un antes de Navidad y cumpleaños presente. Les dije que son tan loco. que reservar el viaje para el próximo año. también preguntan si estoy planeando ir con ellos a hong kong durante 1 mes. Les dije que yo pienso. Podía viajar ahora ya que no tengo un trabajo. pero cuesta dinero para viajar. hmmm voy a pensar en el viaje de Asia. cuando fui a Hong Kong que fue con los adultos. no era divertido.

mi amigo es la adopción de un bebé de China.

mi amigo es la adopción de un bebé de China.ella chino sí misma. que en sus 40 años. ella dijo que no encontrará un hombre asiático en cualquier momento. es por eso que ella planea adoptar. Hombres asiáticos no les gustan las mujeres de edad. un hombre asiático está en allí 40 años que no irían por las mujeres asiáticas de la misma edad. van más joven como en allí 20 años.ella no saldría con alguno de los chicos que pasar el rato.los conocemos desde hace mucho tiempo y que jugamos a muchos juegos guy.sólo piensan con la cabeza hay otra.todos los hombres son iguales.ella va a China el próximo año.Le dije a su buena suerte. ella tiene plan de todo lo que fuera ya. que ir a ver al chico para ella. no te preocupes por nada cosa. su trabajo es muy flexible que podía trabajar desde casa. ella me dijo que cuando lo hizo antes de quedar embarazada. ella Lamento tener el aborto. el padre del bebé se va a la cárcel y ella era joven. es por eso que ella se deshizo de él.Le dije que fue hace mucho tiempo. no abrir el mal pasado.Mencionó ir de vacaciones en diciembre y enero Yo le pregunto qué quiere hacer un viaje Rode. Soy tan afortunado No salí a la Florida este mes. mi coche tendría que morir en el camino. ella preguntó si yo quería ir en un crucero. no gracias no crucero para mí. Le dije que le permite volar a dr. No me importaría ir lejos por un par de días.No estoy enojado con él. Yo ya sabía cuando lo conocí el año pasado. él me pregunta en el principio de hacer tiempo para él. yo lo hice, pero él no hizo ningún esfuerzo en absoluto. es por eso que desde la semana pasada dejo de escribir acerca de él después de que escribí acerca de cómo yo lo miro. Me inventé mente no llamarlo más que han pasado unos meses. Todavía tengo la sensación de que estaba enojado conmigo por algo que hice en junio. No sé qué fue lo causa él nunca me lo dijo. menos que lo veo mejor. si dice hola yo diría hola yo no sería grosero así. probablemente ni siquiera decir hola a todo eso es lo que pienso. causa que lo hizo antes de caminar a la derecha por mí. Estoy enojado conmigo mismo y nadie más.

no es de extrañar que no tengo niños

esta niña vomitó. Yo estaba tratando de limpiarlo. cuando vi el tiro para arriba. Yo gag y que iba a vomitar mi mismo. mi mejor amigo se burlaba de mí antes. Yo llevaba a su hija y ella tiró para arriba en mí. ella vio mi cara me dirijo azul y casi vomité mi mismo. ¿cómo tratan los padres con eso. Yo le dije que no sabía si podría lidiar con los niños en el futuro.

mi hermano era me molesta todo el día de hoy. me mandando alrededor. Le dije off.why qué tiene que estar aquí? apesta !!

i vi a mi amigo molesto allí.

i vi a mi amigo molesto allí.Dije bday feliz a la persona cumpleaños y izquierda. Les dije que algo le ocurrió. Me tengo que ir.Le dije que nos encontramos un día más. Yo no quiero estancia. ella sabía por qué. mi amigo molesto que habla de bebé. ella fue arrestado hablando a mis espaldas.ella estaba allí.nadie tuvo la oportunidad de decirme que ella estaba allí.Voy a averiguar mañana y el sábado que va a estar allí antes de salir para ir. no quieren tratar con personas que no me gustan.Realmente no la soporto.Odio a la gente hablando mierda a mis espaldas. es por eso que tengo más chicos amigo entonces amigo chicas.las niñas son insignificantes y que les gusta competir. Me llevo bien con los chicos porque yo era un niño Tom antes.ir a casa y ponerse al día mis espectáculos.

Espero que esté bien. Todavía no lo he visto. espero que no montado en su bicicleta con esta lluvia.él debe ser muy inteligente que sabe cómo crear un sitio web. Ni siquiera puedo encontrar la manera de crear mi y yo fuimos a la escuela para ello. que ha pasado un tiempo he creado uno. Voy a tener que tomar una clase de nuevo.

la perra no lo entiende

esta chica que conozco que era mi amigo.ella no lo entiende. No quiero hablar con ella nunca más.ella no es un amigo de verdad.ella una perra entrometida.Me enteré la semana pasada que estaba hablando mierda sobre mí.una vez que me entero. Ya he terminado con ella. Le bloquear fuera de mi vida.No necesito perra negativo en mi vida. cuando estoy ya mí mismo negativo.ella no ayudó a mi día a todos.ella me estaba enviando mensajes de texto diciéndome lo que escuché que estaba mal.ella sabía que ella hizo algo mal. es por eso que ella me los mensajes de texto.Yo ya estaba mear fuera hoy.ella no ayuda a mi lado los mensajes de texto.que el tipo que pone a la gente hacia abajo.si usted hace mejor que ella. ella dice cosas que realmente te hacen sentir como una mierda.ella nunca fue un verdadero amigo.No me gusta la gente falsa.

I can't stand kids who don't respect there elders!!!

Conozco a este niño  Él no tiene respeto por sus mayores. Él golpea a los ancianos.que tirar comida a los ancianos.lo que es un botín podrido niño.lo que él quiere es que él consigue.Él no aprecia que lo consiguió buena.Él se queja de todo.él actúa fuera tanto.las cosas que dicen de su boca.usted no lo creería.él es un mal culo.Nunca le gustaría cuidar niños.mi pelo va a caer si lo hago.Yo trato de decirle. él tiene que ser agradable a los ancianos.él no escucha.que casi me rompió la ventana del coche.uno de su miembro de la familia piensa que necesita ayuda.Si yo tuviera un niño así.Me gustaría ir calva.¿por qué son tan malos los niños en estos días?

es que la culpa los padres.es por eso que los niños actúan de la manera que lo hacen.

Yo querer a lloro

Me entero de ayer mi amigo hijo fue al hospital otra vez.yo Tenía lágrimas en los ojos. cuando me enteré. este chico está pasando por un infierno. él nació con una gran cantidad de problemas de salud.él ha estado en el hospital con bastante frecuencia desde que nació.él es sólo un niño de cinco años.No puedo creer que va a través el de este.es tan triste.Me enteré de que tiene un problema de órganos en la actualidad.

Estoy viviendo en una pesadilla. No estoy en un cuento de hadas.

Estoy viviendo en una pesadilla. No estoy en un cuento de hadas. Realmente estoy viviendo una pesadilla.puedo despertar ahora, por favor. cómo fue que terminé en esta pesadilla. Tengo sentimientos por alguien más entonces mi pareja. No puedo creer que esto esté sucediendo a mí. Yo nunca he tenido sentimientos por otra persona cuando estoy con alguien.hacer esto ocurra a otras personas. es por eso que el matrimonio se desmorona. ¿cómo puedo hacer estos sentimientos por otra vete. No puedo creer que estoy realmente se preocupe por él cuando está enfermo.¿cómo podría tener sentimientos por otra persona? Necesito una bofetada en la cabeza para despertarme. No sé qué hacer? que es raro cuando escribo lo que quiero olvidar termino de verlo. Me gustaría ser en un cuento de hadas.un príncipe viene y sálvame de esta pesadilla! Me suena estúpido.pero eso es cada sueño chica.Estoy leyendo a muchos libros de romance. Estoy viviendo en una pesadilla.podría alguien por favor me despierte!

Acabo de llegar a mi hotel. hace mucho frío y yo no llevar mi abrigo más cálido.Yo estaba cansado. me estaba quedando dormido. ahora estoy despierto por beber mucho café.

¿por qué me asumir que está él en una relación? Nunca he dicho esto. que suceda en medio de junio. no había esta chica de pie al otro lado de la calle de miradas. no había nadie más conmigo. ella tenía el pelo negro largo vacilar. Yo estaba un poco freak hacia fuera al principio. ¿por qué me asuste.  yo No necesito una mujer que viene a decirme que dejen de llamar allí hombre. no había nadie más que yo di mi número para él, excepto. 

Me acaban de alejarse mientras ella todavía estaba allí de pie.Me alejo.

tal vez yo estaba siendo paranoico.es por eso que preguntarle si tenía una novia.

Halloween es para los niños

¿por qué son los adultos y adolescentes que van a engañar y tratar.es para niños pequeños.veo cómo algunos padres son tan codiciosos. yo sólo estaba dando a cabo 2 pedazos causa pensé que didnt compro lo suficientemente dulces.este padre tuvo el descaro de llamarme barato.¿cuánto quieren u mí dar un puñado causa es gratis. les dije a los niños mayores y los adultos son tou un poco viejo para ser ams truco tratamiento.no había adultos con ningún truco niños y el tratamiento de omfg.este Halloween no estaba tan loco. Yo iba a una fiesta de Holloween anoche. Me sentía un poco mareado ayer.No debería almorzó salto.Me acaban de no salir ayer por la noche.

Yo lo vi ayer.si yo pudiera decir hola me gustaría.Lo haría.haría él dice algo?

Yo estaba tan choque!

Yo estaba fumando hoy. Este niño se me acercó y me dijo que dejara de fumar. él me dio una conferencia. que me dice que deje de fumar causa u podría tener conseguir cáncer. Yo estaba tan choque! Me estoy poniendo conferencia a cargo de un niño de 8 años. Yo no lo podía creer. él me mantuvo siguiente diciéndome que lo puso fuera omg. este niño tiene modales. sus padres le enseñaron modales. mi amigo vino con su hijo y este niño no tiene modales. su padre se enfadó. él entró y no dijo nada. su padre le enseñó modales pero él no lo usa. 

Yo lo vi hoy cuando yo estaba buscando para el estacionamiento. él mirada ok. él debe estar sintiendo mejor. ¿por qué el tiene que ser bien parecido? Yo deseo él trató de decir hola. cuando lo hacía antes. Me gustaría decir hola si lo veo él. haría él ignorarme?

¿cuál es su problema?

mi amigo estúpido que siempre me pregunta acerca de los bebés. ella es realmente molesto. ella ha sido constante a llamarme y me mensajes de texto para ir a cenar. por la que ella podría ser entrometido y averiguar cosas sobre mí y mis amigos. Yo la maldigo a cabo la última vez. ella no lo entiende. ella no es un amigo de verdad. ella sólo llama cuando quiere algo. como enganchando a levantarse para descuentos en las cosas. ella texto de hoy por lo menos 15 veces si quiero ir a cenar. ella realmente me agobiar a. Borro su número, pero no puedo bloquearlo. Yo sólo quiero gritar a su.No he texto de espaldas o llamarla porque sé que no voy a ser agradable.

Selfish Mother

I went to Pennsylvania with my friends today to go shopping. We went to grab something to eat. I went outside to smoke with my friend. I saw a pregnant lady with her male friend lighting a cigarette. I couldn't believe it. The lady was at least 6 to 7 months pregnant. She was smoking!! How selfish could she be. Doesn't she know she going to harm her own child. She probably doesn't even care. The surprising part was the guy she was with light it up for her. If he's the baby father he a idiot to. I wanted to go over to her and tell at her but I didn't. They notice we were watching them. She end up sitting in the car to smoke unbelievable. She really a selfish mother to be!!!


I just got home. I got lost driving back to the city. One wrong turn in pa and you're lost!!! I so cold today. I'm going to be freezing in the morning.

Baby

I don't think I will ever experience having a baby any time soon. The way things are going. I'm getting to old. I feel old. I feel sad. I get more upset when someone does ask me when I'm having one. I just smile but they don't see the tears in my eyes. When you want a baby it doesn't happen. When you don't want one it does happen. I hear alot of parents who doesn't want Kids. They have kids and they mistreats their kids. Couples who does want kids can't have kids. Why does happen? :(

Stupid friend at it again

My stupid friend is at it again with the baby thing. I shouldn't even say she a friend. I just delete her from my Facebook. She getting on my nerves!!! Don't bother me when I'm annoyed with things in my life.  I don't want to deal with her anymore.

Preteens

Why do preteens act out? Is there a reason for them to act the way they act. Do they act out for a attention? I have notice this preteen doesn't listen to no one. She curse out the elders and beats up her sister. I have heard her curse her parents out to. She told her mother to f herself yesterday. She could be good if she wants to. The parents really does spoil her,buy everything she wants. The parent wants to take her to see a Psychologist They think something is wrong with her cause the things she been doing and saying. Could she be bipolar. It does run in the family. Maybe she needs a good spanking cause she never gotten one in her life. Kids are really spoil these days.

Why am I up this early? 

When you make a promise to a kid.

I promise my brother I make him pancakes today. I couldn't break that promise. I went home and ask him does he still want pancakes. He said sure. I never made pancakes before. It was my first time. My brother said its not round it's funny looking. Oh we'll I try next time to make it round. He said its still yummy. He told me to make more tomorrow.When I make a promise to a kid. I can't break it.


Dreading going to the doctor tomorrow. I never told anyone I have a cyst growing. I had it for a while now. I never mention it the doctor when I did go for my visit. It doesn't hurt or anything. It seems it got bigger. Now I have to mention it to the doctor. I'm afraid the doctor is going to use a needle.

Here we go again...

Today i was having a better morning then other days. I had alot of work to do i finally got it done. I went over my boss. She found out she was so piss. She couldn't do anything about it. Then later in the  day one of my coworker bought in her baby. All my co workers was telling the mother let me hold the baby. Why cause i need to feel how it is to have a baby in my hand. Omfg i told them its still not the right time. When its right it will happen. That's all i said. They kept on saying I'm getting old i should start soon. I wanted to scream leave me alone. 

My head is pounding from thinking about him. I can't seem to firgure out why is he mad. Is he sick cause i didn't see him today either. I wouldn't know cause he never will call back or apologie for being rude.

My annoying friend who text me about baby doctors

My annoying friend who text me about baby doctors is texting me now about jobs. When the fuck is she going to stop!! She getting really annoying. I flip out on her recently. Doesn't she get it. I don't want to talk to her these days. She just want to be nosey in my life. I hate nosey people. She been digging for info. One of my friend call me up today telling me she had call her and ask what's going on with me. Wtf. That's really getting out of hand. She got some nerve to call our other friends up and talking behind my back. It will get back to be.

Lo admito Yo Le echo de menos.cuando yo no lo vi le.soy un tonto extrañarlo. ahora tengo que ocultar. Porque me siento como un idiota por llamarlo le. No quiero tropezar con él en absoluto.

Omfg

I get home I'm parking my car. I see my crazy baby friend walking past my car. She see me and stop. She was trying to talk to me. She was telling her company was hiring. She ask me if i wanna work for her. I told her i couldn't talk i got to get ready to go out. I had to lied to her. I really don't wanna talk to her. I would never want to work for her. She going to drive me crazy.

lo veo le hoy.quiero llamar.im a miedo.él me debería llamar.no voy a sentir como un tonto si llama al miedo.él podría tener planes

I flip out on my friend

I bump into her in bklyn. I told her doesn't she understand i don't want to know any doctor info. She said she thought i did. I told her off. She knew i was piss off. She a type a person who used people. She nosey she pushing my buttons cause she wanna know why. I'm not going to tell her cause she tell everyone i know. She try to change the subject about her company is hiring. I told her i got to go. She had to ask me where am i going. I pretend i didn't hear her. I walk away from before i start yelling at her in the middle of the street. She really not a friend to me anymore! Nosey ass bitch!!!!

Very piss off. Stuck in traffic again!!

People are so nosey!!!

My friend still don't get it

My stupid friend she really doesn't get it!! STOP FUCKING TEXTING about baby doctors!!! I finally text her back with that msg. Omfg she been texting and calling me leaving me msg about baby doctors. I hope she get the damn msg to stop!!

I feel like shit today. I couldn't sleep last night. I drank 2 glass of red wine now i got a damn headache.

Kids are spoil

Kids are spoil!!! If they want something they want it now. Don't they know the parents have to go to work and earn the money. No they don't! My cousin's son show up to my job. He was throwing a tantrum cause he wanted something. He started to cry. I told him boys don't cry like a baby. I told him he has to work for it if he want his game. Nothing is free in this world. Kids doesn't understand the word JOB! He doesn't pay attention either i gave him my phone to play games and he left it and walk away. Someone could of taken it . He doesn't understand someone could of stole my phone cause he wasn't paying any attention to it. His father was piss and scream at him. His father told me his older brother doesn't defend the little one. He walk away if he see someone pick on him. Brothers are surposed to defend their siblings. I told my cousin don't spoil his kids. Give them chores to do. Make they earn it. I told him he could send his sons to me and i teach them how to work. Kids are lazy. Teach them when they are young.


Stupid lady is f$&king piss me off today. SSDD

Infertility doctor again

I don't think I was mean enough to her. She was texting me doctors info and when do i want to come out and talk. For what so i could hear asking me question about baby's. My best friend was with me today. She took my phone and text her back i don't have time for you. Omfg i couldn't belive she text her that. She did stop after that. I used to be good friend with her until i had a big fight with her. She really nosey and she used people. She always asking me how did my friends get pregnant. Hello the natural way. I told her i don't ask people those question. How long will she stop texting me. I hope for a while.

Today i witness my god daughter attitude problem with her parents. I couldn't belive the attuitude she has. She a has a damn fresh mouth. The parents grounded her for a month and they took her games away. She was a sweet little girl before. My friend said when i have one. Your hair will go gray cause its hard raising kids these days.

It's been a while since i seen him. Is he really sick?

I told my friend off today!

I had to tell my friend off today cause its getting annoying. I told her stop texting me about infertility doctors. My best friend told me i had to tell her to stop and ask her who talking behind my back. She said I'm getting older and was curious how come I don't have kids yet. She assume with the other girls I'm having problems  having kids that's why she been texting me with the doctors name. I told her no I'm not ready. I couldn't tell her about the problems. I told her if you girls wanna know something ask. Don't do it behind my back cause i will find out. I told her worry about herself don't worry about me. She doesn't have any kids yet either. I told her why would she give me doctors names if it didn't work for her. Yes i was being mean. It would be a different story if it did work for her. My best friend said i was being a bitch. I had to cause she not going to stop.

How do I tell my friend stop texting me...

How do I tell my friend stop texting me about fertility doctors in a nice way. I haven't text her back i been ignoring her text. I don't understand her i never ask her to give me information about doctors or anything. I never told her I'm having problems having a baby. Someone has been talking behind my back. It's getting really annoying.

My friend is a pain.

I have this friend we been friends for a long time. I don't tell her certain things cause she got a big mouth. She keeps asking why I don't have a baby yet. When i see her she ask so many times. It gets annoying. I never ask her why she don't have any kids. She starting to piss me off cause she texting me doctors to see. I never ask her for the damn info. I wrote a comment on Facebook how cute a puppy is and I'm thinking about getting one. She had to make a damn comment about why have a puppy when you could have a baby.  Omfg she should worry about herself cause she doesn't have a kid. When she ask me I'm going to ask her the same question. She a pain in my ass that doesn't stop!

I stop putting certain things on Facebook cause i have some friends who would make stupid comments. I have co workers who try to used the info they know about me against me to my supervisors. I'm ready to delete some friends!!

Parents should teach their kids manners

This generation a lot of the teenagers have no manners and no respect for the elders. I see teenagers push the elders and curse them out. Is it the parents fault? Yes it is. If the parents don't teach them or correct them. Who going to teach them right and wrong.How will they learn from there mistake. Growing up when I saw my parents friend I would have to call everyone auntie and uncle out of respect. If i didn't its really disrespectful.  I would get a lecture from my parents all day long if they found out. A friends's friend said to me do you really want to have a kid and worry about how they going to grow up in this generation. He said that's why he and his wife decide not to have any kids.

The kids at the campsite was driving me crazy!!

My friends don't know how to control there kids at the campsite. One of the kids was just walking away from us when we were walking around the campsite. She almost got lost. I was surprised they couldn't control there kids. The little girl has a foul mouth. The mother was telling her stop that . She would say i do what I want. She even slap her mother in the face. I couldn't believe it with my own eyes. My friend didn't even do anything. She didn't even tell her that's wrong. She said nothing. I was shock! They were driving me crazy constant screaming i want this and if they wouldn't get what they wanted. They were throwing things around. It's the parents fault if the kids are bad. I saw that over the weekend. It will be the last time I'm going anywhere with them if they have there kids with them.

Past your bed time!!

I got to the camp site almost 2 am. I see my friends kids are still up they are all running around. It's 2am they should be sleeping. They didn't fall a sleep till 4am smh. It was horrible last night. Everything went wrong. I couldn't fall a sleep my allergy is killing me. I almost fell in crap instead i step in it. I forgot my allegry medicine at home i had to pick up over the counter and its not working. My eyes are swollen and I'm sneezing. The girls are complaining already. What else could go wrong.

It's never to late!

A friend said to me today it's never to late to have a baby. I just stand there and smile. what could i say nothing.They don't know my suitation..I would love to have my own. I love kids. I'm kind of sad i haven't had one yet. I see parents who don't want kids have kids. I see parents who want kids doesn't happen to them. You have parents who mistreat there kids shouldn't have kids at all. :(

I see how kids are these days. They are very fresh with there mouth and misbehaving. I can't deal with misbehaving kids. Is it the parents fault? Who fault is it?

The things I'm hearing from a kid!

I been hearing the f word a lot from kids these days. Are they learning the word from there friends or there parents? Idk. They are not even teenagers yet and they are using foul language.  Growing up the adults said i have a fresh mouth. I did when I was in high school. Every word was f this f that. Now I try not to used it to often unless I'm piss off. This generation kids are bad. I been hearing this kid saying i would rather be up there then here. To many times this kid been saying that. Is this kid doing it for attention? Should I tell the parents? What should I do?

Still not feeling well from Friday.I shouldn't have play in the rain.  I'm doing to much and my body is crashing from all the things I'm doing. This was going to happen soon or later. I should be sleeping but I can't cause I took a long nap earlier. This is not good i got to be up early.

Pregnant

Omfg today I was not in the mood today. Everything annoyed me today. To make things worse this lady I was talking to. She ask me if I was pregnant omg. I told her no I'm not. I just have a big gut cause I'm eating junk again. She went on and on. She said she never notice it before. She a really nice lady Omg I didn't flip out in her. I just kept a fake smile on my face. Another lady over heard the conversation she said that was so wrong for her to ask me that question. If your're not sure don't ask.
After that question today i was really in a piss of mood!!

Kids don't listen!!!

I thought I drove my parents up there wall when I was younger. The kids are worst this generation. I have notice parents screaming at them and the kids are answering back. I have seen kids hiting there parents back. If the parents punish them they would say im calling the cops. Thats why alot of parents don't  give kids a spanking. If I had hit back I would of got a beating. Parents would tell the kids not to do one thing,they do the other thing to make things worst. I heard a little girl said the f word today. I was so surprised. I couldn't believe my ears. Do I want to have a kids in this generation I don't know.

I hate the summer when kids are out of school cause you have some parents they don't care when their kids are running in the street. Either they are working or they are a single parent. They don't have time for them. No wonder kids get themself in trouble. It's only the beginning of summer.

Here we go again

I was annoyed all day yesterday and today about other things. I have to hear behind my back. Why doesn't she have a kid. Does she want one? She getting old and she won't be able to have one. Then they said in front of my face why don't you rub the pregnant friend maybe you get lucky. I kinda wanted to scream at that point. It's no one busy if I have one or not. It's my choice. I told them I don't want one now!!! They kind of shut up. How much longer do I have to go through this crap behind my back! So annoyed i wanted to have a drink till I get drunk. Can't do that got to get up early for work!  Maybe one drink won't hurt. So stress out I'm smoking a pack a day.

I get annoyed when people ask me!

I get annoyed when they always ask me the same question over and over again. I have notice some of my friends doesn't ask anymore. They just stop. I have some friends they always ask cause I'm getting old and Im waiting to long. I understand why he could be mad if I always ask him the same question over and over again. I get annoyed when someone ask the same question again and again. I do ask a lot of question. How do u get to know a person if you don't ask question!

Responsibility

Meaning to responsibility- the state or fact having a duty to deal with something or having control over someone.

She really need to learn responsibility. It's her son and she likes to drop him off in the house. She doesn't say anything about her leaving. She left without a word. It's not my responsibility. Someone has to tell her the meaning to responsibility.

A friend of my mother

Every time I see my mom friend. His grand kids comes running and hugging me. He has said to me many times you are so good to the kids. Why don't i have one? I keep a smile on my face and tell him it's not the right time. It's so uncomfortable when he asking me these questions. It's weird when he ask me that. I was surprised when he first ask me that question. Why don't I have a kid. Do I have to explain to every one why.

Ok I got a taste of my own medicine someone asking me the same question over and over again. Now I know why he gets mad when I keep asking him that!

I got the invite in the mail today!

I got the invite in the mail today for another baby shower. I told the girls I'm busy that day and I can't make it. They still send me the invite. Very annoyed with her. I have to reply back to the mail telling her not going to go. No matter what I am not going !

I got invited to another baby shower!

This time I'm really not going . No matter how my friends push me to go. I can't deal with it going to a baby shower anymore. The questions that comes out from friends. I don't know how to answer them anymore. I'm the only one without a kid among the friends that are attending. They bring all the baby's and kids there. No one knows my problems I have to deal with. When they ask the questions I have tears in my eyes. I been crying to sleep. Sometimes I'm not able to sleep cause I'm thinking to much about my problems. I have to write if I dont I'm going to have a panic attack cause I can't tell anyone. I can't keep it bottled up. I probably won't experience having a baby in the future the way things are going.
A friend has mention in the past maybe me and my husband are not compatible having a baby. She said hot water and hot water will stay hot. Cold water and cold water will stay cold. Cold water and hot water will mix and it becomes warm.  I still don't understand what she meant by that. It's a Asian thing. She still saying it if we are both hot water it won't happen.

I shouldn't have made a comment!

I was checking my Facebook page today. A friend of mine post up she having another baby. I congrats her and she and other's ask me when am I having one. What could I say on Facebook. I said when its the right time it will happen.i shouldn't have wrote anything. Then this won't happen! Smh very upset

Very annoyed today

I knew I shouldn't have gone to the baby shower. I should of had a better excuse saying I couldn't go. I got sucker into going. They ask so many questions about how I'm getting old and I should start having a family. I knew this shit was going to happen. No one there knows what going on in my life. One of the girls assume she ask once and she stop asking.While I was there i wanted to screamed. Please Stop asking!!! Why would someone have a baby shower at the beach? I forgot to put on sunblock on.

I got sucker into going

My friends are bitching tonight. How I'm going to show up and not stay for the baby shower. I finally said I will go and not stay for the whole day. I get to sleep late tomorrow. I go to the baby shower then I'm heading to work. In the afternoon. I hope no one ask question tomorrow. One of the girls ask me today. Is something wrong. I ask why she said i look like I have a lot of things on my mind. I just told yes I'm thinking to much.

Do not have a baby?

My best friend said do not have a baby if I'm having problems in my marriage. I understand what she saying. It doesn't solve the marriage. I don't want to be a single parent. At first she said have a baby already she didn't know what was going in until now. She see how bad it is. The more she notice it and I don't have to tell her. She ask how much longer am I going to deal with this. She wouldn't have put up with the crap I'm putting up. She said the longer he stay away my feelings are going to go away for him. I didn't tell her but my feelings are going away for him.

I'm up way to early. I have to much things on my mind. I'm going to  need lots of coffee.

Baby shower

My friend's baby shower is this weekend. I told her family I can't make it. I told her sister I drop of the present. I really don't wanna go and I don't want them asking me questions. I haven't been in a good mood lately.

Why do pre teens have a fresh mouth!

Omfg my god daughter came with her mom today. Her mom been telling me her daughter has a fresh mouth and very disrespectful. She ready to give her a spanking. She came to visit me today. Her mouth is so fresh her mom was warning her. She wasn't like that when she was younger. Is it from her friends. She only like that in front of me and her mom. She really shy when she meets new people. I don't recall growing up being fresh at her age. If I was to my parents they would had whip my ass! My parents did say growing up I have a truck drivers mouth. I never curse in front of them but they heard me. What happen to the sweet little girl she was?

I hate when summer is here cause kids are out of school and they are running around the street causing trouble.

Watch your kids

I'm waiting for the light to cross the street. I saw this little girl ready to cross the street. Her mom was in the middle of the block. Shouldn't the mom be holding the daughter hand. Yes but she didn't look like she was paying any attention. We had to tell the girl to stop and wait for  her mom. The mom was yelling her other daughter. If you can't control one why have another.

If you don't know how to raise your kids!

Why have kids if you don't know to raise your kids. I was doing my errands today. While I'm on line this lady she was holding one baby and had 2 rug rats running and screaming. She didn't even know how to hold her baby. She was holding the baby like a doll. The other 2 was running around. She was  screaming too of her lungs. They weren't listening to her. One of therm came over and told her to shut the f up. The people on line was shaking there head. I was having a headache cause she was screaming in my ears. If you can't control one. Why have another!

Stop whispering

I get to work today and I hear my co works whispering day I'm going to the bathroom to much. Am I prego. Why don't one of us ask her if she is? Stupid bitches I'm not and I could hear you. You lady's are not whispering. Wtf kind of people do I have to deal with these days. Stupid bitchies getting on my nerves today. I am cranky today didn't get enought sleep last night.

Stupid teenagers

Teenagers don't know how to respect their elders. They give no respect. They are very disrespectful. They curse at their grandparents,yelled at them. I know this boy he so disrespectful he was saying stupid things about Asian people. I wanted to pop him in the mouth. I didn't cause I know his mom and grandmother,aunt,uncle etc. I told his grandmother his grandmother and uncle wanted to pop him in the mouth. I blame the parents cause they don't teach the kids how to act these days. I know I didn't acted like that. I didn't disrespect any elders.

Another friend

I just bump into one friend on the street. She pregnant again she having the fourth one. I'm surprised cause she said she was done with her third child. She ask me how did I know. I told her she a glow on her face. She said she hasn't told any of our friends yet. Another friend pregnant.

Got invited to a baby shower

I really don't wanna go. Why cause the girls and their parents will ask when am I next. I don't wanna hear any of it. I'm going to get her a present and not go. I just don't wanna deal with it.

Future!

My best friend said she don't see my marriage being fix. She said if I stay I'm going to hate him more.  She said I'm going to regret I stayed in the marriage. She ask why didn't we talk about having kids when we were dating. I know I mention I want kids. I just want one at least. I'm having this feeling he  doesn't care for them cause he told my friend it's my decision. Why would it be my decision when it takes to. I'm more worried now cause I really don't want to be single again. It does seem right now I'm single.  I hate the dating scene. There are not many nice guys out there. These days I'm not even thinking about calling my husband. There nothing to talk about. It's more a yelling on the phone. Should I move forward? Is this my future? Going to be single and not have the experience having a baby.

Rush home

I haven't seen my baby brother over 3 weeks. I miss him. I rush home to see if he was home yet. He wasn't. I had to go back to work. He staying for the night.


Wow today I got a 12 dollar tip from a customer.

Another friend!

Last night I found out another friend is having a baby. She separated from her husband. She having another person baby. She told me her and husband wasn't meant to have kids together and be together.  She has been dating this new guy for only 5 months. I know they been married for  9yrs and trying nothing happen. Why did she tell me this? She doesn't know what's going on in ny relationship.She also ask me when am I having one. I told her when it happens. When it's going to happen I really don't know. Does she know?

I'm up for work. I hope I don't have to deal with mr creepy old man today.

Friend!

A close friend ask me today when am I planning to start a family. Am I trying? I told her we don't even see each. I told I don't know. When it happens. She ask me did I go to the doctor and have it check out. Yes I did. She ask me is it your husband. I said I really don't know. She knows I don't see him as much. She knows I'm having problems with him. She ask does he want kids. I really don't know. She said I'm not getting younger and the older you are the harder it gets. Yeah I know I'm not getting any younger. I got to stop smoking too. How do I stop when I have to many problems in my life. She said if its not working out with my husband fix it or find someone new who could have kids and be there for me. I told her there's not to many nice guys out there. She said I need a Spanish man in my life. I just laugh.

Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day. I couldn't even go and visit her today cause I have to work all day. I couldn't leave and drive there cause it would take me 4 hours to drive back and forth. I wish my mom was here. Maybe my brother wouldn't be the way he is now! I miss her a lot!!! 

People always complain about there mom I always tell them be grateful your mom is here with you. Treat her good everyday cause you don't know when it's her time to go. Remember the things she would do for you. When she gone you will miss it all. I miss my mom complaining about me coming  home late. I miss her waiting up for me when I did come home late. I miss her yelling at me! It's really hard when your mom not around. I have no one to talk to about the problems I'm having. 

 

Mother's Day

I don't like when Mother's Day come up. Why? I miss my mom! It hasn't been good since she passed away. Mother's Day should be everyday not just one day out of the year. My mother was a really mom she treated all my friends like her kids. No matter how sick she was she always help me and my brothers. Everyone should treat there  mother nice everyday.
Today the clients was telling me have a nice weekend and mother's day. I told them I'm not a mother yet. They would ask question why aren't you a mother yet. I don't know was my answer. How do you explain something when you don't have a answer for it.

Happy and upset!

I'm happy for my friend she just had another baby. She and her husband just posted it up on Facebook. I'm upset cause she younger then me and she has two already.

I would like to be call a mom one day.

I would like to be call a mom one day. I want to have a baby but my marriage is not going right. Do you have a baby to solve your marriage? No cause what if you do end up having a baby and the marriage still not working out. I don't want to have a kid and the parents are split up. It's going to be really hard for the kid. I don't want to be a single parent either.He doesn't even try cause he said he not even going to come to NYC for 2 months. Is that why I ended up liking someone else. I'm getting old I don't want it to be to late.

I wanted to call him.

Parents should teach their kids to behave.

I have notice parents don't teach there kids how to behave. For example this 2 year was throwing food all over and the parents just laugh about. Doesn't even yell nothing. 2 example there was another kid he was saying something in creole. His mom was laughing. I ask his mom what is he saying she said he telling me to kiss his butt. Then he call me a bitch and he was running around hitting the customer. The mom was laughing and said nothing. Are parents afraid to spank their kids. I think so. Growing up if I did something like that pop in the mouth. These days kids are spoil. They don't understand parents have to work for their money. That's why they have food and shelter. I see kids like to waste food to. If they take a bite and don't like it they throw it out. It's not the same when I was growing up.

Thanks goodness evil lady is not here today!

Thank goodness my brother's mother is not here in the house today. Peace and quiet. When I saw my brother I ask him where did he go while his parents was arguing. He said he plug his ear with his finger and hide under the covers. He said he still could hear them yelling at each other. I stood there and shook my head. He said why are they always arguing. I didn't know how to reply to him. I ask him to ask out dad. Sad that he has to go through this.

Very rude people

I came into work today and my coworkers are whisperings I'm almost 40 how come I don't have kids yet. Is there something wrong with her. Omfg They don't know what's going on in my life. Don't f$&@ judge me. I could hear them it's not like they are whispering in a low voice. Could this day be over already.

Omfg my step is so evil.

She arguing with my father today. Telling him the son I have with you is garbage cause it came from my father. How could she say something like that while your son is sitting there. How could a mother be bad mouthing her own flesh and blood. She really don't have any maternal instinct. No parents should say bad things about there kid in front of them. I'm hiding in my room under the covers and I could hear the yelling and screaming. My brother is right there. I feel bad for him cause the parents don't get along. I don't have a normal family. Smh

I never spoke to anyone about adoption!

I never spoke to anyone about adopting a child only on this blog. It's weird someone mention it to me.    I would like to have my own kids. It's different when you have your own. The child would have your genes. They would look like you. I would like to have a kid but its not the right time.

I had to take care of my brother today.

I thought I was going to have a easy day today. Nope I didn't. I end up taking care of my brother all day and had to work. I didn't have to go in early this morning. So I had to make my brother breakfast got him lunch. Later in the afternoon I had to pick him up. He made me play soccer. My legs and ankles was hurting already. It hurts more now after running and kicking. I'm going to be really sore tomorrow. I ask him who is responsibly for you? He said my parents. He knows I know. What a long day.

Why are kids so bad.

I thought I was bad when I was younger. Kids these day are worst. Parents are always working and don't have time to watch there kids. They don't know who they are hanging out with. Some kids just want to fit in and they end up doing stupid things. They start at a early age talking back to you with a fresh mouth. Some kids have no respect for there elders. This week I saw a little boy steal money from his mom wallet to go buy something and he was only 5 yrs old. The parents have to correct that.   I can't believe 9 yrs old are talking about humping. Omfg I cant believe it. My ears was starting to bleed. Smh. They are starting to early. Will I be able to handle this if I have a kid? I don't think I will be able to handle it. Fresh mouth talking about sex, stealing etc..

My brother said!!

My brother said if our stepbitch leave this month and drop off my brother. He said he will try to help me if he could. I'm worry she might pull a this stunt. Making me responsible for my brother. I don't want the responsibility cause she the mother. He said its not our responsibility. It's the parents. I know that and my brother knows that. Does the mom know that. I don't know how would I handle it. My other brother will be back soon. I have to watch him to. To make sure he doesn't do anything stupid!! Why do I have to be the oldest and only girl. I get bitch at about everything from my father what my bad brother does. My good brother said anything I do I always get bitch at. Nothing pls my father. 


I'm having a crappy Friday night. I ate something that I'm allergic to. Don't have my allergie meds. I got a rash now. Should I just drive back to my father house to get it or walk to the 24 hr cvs. 

How the hell you left your keys inside.

I can't believe it. How the hell you left the keys inside. While your son is sleeping inside. You are very stupid lady. You should of remember to put your keys inside your pocket. You know the door is in auto lock. Smh!! Lucky someone has the key!

Why do people have kids and end up abusing them.

I was reading a article in the paper about these parents locked their 5 year son in a closet. They starve him so bad you could see his ribs and vertebrae. Why do something like that to a kid. Why have kids if you going to end up abusing them. I really don't understand some parents. I hate reading stories   this one. Some people want kids and it hasn't happen yet. Some people do have kids and end up abusing them!!smh

Born

My parents gave me a Chinese name as my legal name. They forgot to put down my English name. All my life in school they always made fun of my name. I got so annoyed people couldn't pronounce it correct. Till this day people still can't pronounce it. There's a lot of my friends doesn't even know I have a Chinese name. When they found out they were shock. I don't tell people. I'm going to have to fix my name legally. I'm the only one in the family my name is mess up on my birth certificate. Wonderful it's going to cost me couple hundred dollars to have it done. To much to do.

Should I call? 

I can't decide. 

Responsibilities

My brother call me and told me my stepbitch should take Responsibilities of her son. He said its not my responsibilities it's not my kid. I told him I know but I am a adult and if his mom not around. I have to take care of him. He only a little kid. I told my brother he might have to help me if he could. If his mom does pull this stunt on me. He said he going to think about it. I hope he gives me a hand. 

Responsibilities

It takes two to have a kid. You have responsibilities when you have a kid. My dad is leaving soon. I ask him would his wife drop my brother off and leave him with me. So she could follow him. He said maybe. I said wonderful. What am I going to do? How am I going to take him to school? I got to be at work really early. I hope she doesn't pull a stunt like that. You never know with her. She did it before 5 years ago. She left him with me and went on vacation. It was a handful I had to take care of my brother, grandma and the family business. That was a lot of work that year. I'm worry she might pull this stunt. WHAT AM I GOING TO!!!! 

Lucky

My friend has been trying for over 15 years to have a baby. I happy she have 2 healthy baby boys. 

She got lucky 2 at one shot. 

People who don't care for there kids have kids. 

People who want kids don't have any.

Mess up!

Train

I don't understand some people. If you see a pregnant lady standing on the train get the hell up and give her a seat. These people were young they don't need to sit down. What is wrong with people these days!

I got a email today!

My friend email me today telling me he having a second baby soon! Wonderful another friend having a baby!! He also ask me in the email when I'm having one. I haven't reply back yet! Don't know what to say!

I reply back congrats today. Not having one yet.

Why ask so many baby question?

People always ask me these question.
What are you waiting for to have a baby?
How old are you old? You getting old hurry up!
How many do you want?
Do you like kids?
Does your husband like kids?
Why don't you have a baby yet?

Omg stop asking its getting really annoying. It's the same people who asking ever other day!!!

I wasn't feeling well at work!

I had a headache all day. I wasn't feeling well today and my stupid coworkers ask me maybe you are prego. That's why I'm not feeling well. No stupid bitch I'm not pregnant. I'm not feeling well cause I don't get enough sleep and I'm coming down with a cold. People at work don't know how to mind their business.

Happy to see my god son!

Happy to see my godson today. When he does see me he always cry cause he hardly see me. I don't visit that offen cause I don't have the time. So I try to make time to see him every week now.
I feel happy he doesn't cry anymore.
:)

Friend

One of my friend is having problems having a baby to. I didn't tell her I'm in that situation. She a couple years older then me. She try everything. She said its not working. I ask her would she adopt. She said no. She said its not the same. She ask me would I adopt. I said maybe. If it doesn't happen maybe I would adopt. I don't know yet!

Baby question again!!

Why would you ask me about the baby question again for the 3 time in two weeks!! Don't you get the hint already! I DON'T WANNA TALK ABOUT!!!

Another baby question.

My friend: how come you don't have a baby yet?
Me: I don't know.
My friend: what are you waiting for?
Me: It just didn't happen yet!
My friend: you are getting old girl.
Me: yes I know!
My friend: Do you want one?
Me: Yes!
My friend:hurry up!
Me: shrug



Same freaking question every week it's getting annoying!!!!

I'm happy for my friend and sad too!

I found out my friend is having a second baby. I was really upset cause I haven't had one yet. I'm really happy for her. I'm just sad cause I don't have one yet. Can I just have one!

I wish?

I wish I could have a baby this year. But I don't think it's good idea to bring a baby into a marriage when there's problems. It won't solve the marriage. Girls get pregnant to keep their man. It's really dumb for them to do that. The man will leave anyway and you will be stuck with a child. I'm not getting any younger.  It's just a wish that hasn't happen yet! I wish before it to late. I'm sad it hasn't happen yet!

I don't understand some mothers!!

I really don't understand some mothers!

You are supposed to feed your kid before the adults eat.

You hold their hand so they don't fall down in the snow.

For example I saw this lady she walking ahead of her kid. While he trying to walk down the block carefully trying not to fall. How are you mother?

You are supposed to take your kids out and not let then sit at home all day to watch tv.
You got got hug them when they get hurt not yell.
Some parents should not have kids if they don't want them.
You have some people who want kids and they haven't had any kids yet.
You have some people who don't know how to treat the kids.
I love kids. But I haven't had one yet! It's sad!

Please stop asking!

Please stop asking why I'm not pregnant yet. I just wanna cry cry cry.