Baby

I don't think I will ever experience having a baby any time soon. The way things are going. I'm getting to old. I feel old. I feel sad. I get more upset when someone does ask me when I'm having one. I just smile but they don't see the tears in my eyes. When you want a baby it doesn't happen. When you don't want one it does happen. I hear alot of parents who doesn't want Kids. They have kids and they mistreats their kids. Couples who does want kids can't have kids. Why does happen? :(