Baby

I don't think I will ever experience having a baby any time soon. The way things are going. I'm getting to old. I feel old. I feel sad. I get more upset when someone does ask me when I'm having one. I just smile but they don't see the tears in my eyes. When you want a baby it doesn't happen. When you don't want one it does happen. I hear alot of parents who doesn't want Kids. They have kids and they mistreats their kids. Couples who does want kids can't have kids. Why does happen? :(

Stupid friend at it again

My stupid friend is at it again with the baby thing. I shouldn't even say she a friend. I just delete her from my Facebook. She getting on my nerves!!! Don't bother me when I'm annoyed with things in my life.  I don't want to deal with her anymore.

Preteens

Why do preteens act out? Is there a reason for them to act the way they act. Do they act out for a attention? I have notice this preteen doesn't listen to no one. She curse out the elders and beats up her sister. I have heard her curse her parents out to. She told her mother to f herself yesterday. She could be good if she wants to. The parents really does spoil her,buy everything she wants. The parent wants to take her to see a Psychologist They think something is wrong with her cause the things she been doing and saying. Could she be bipolar. It does run in the family. Maybe she needs a good spanking cause she never gotten one in her life. Kids are really spoil these days.

Why am I up this early? 

When you make a promise to a kid.

I promise my brother I make him pancakes today. I couldn't break that promise. I went home and ask him does he still want pancakes. He said sure. I never made pancakes before. It was my first time. My brother said its not round it's funny looking. Oh we'll I try next time to make it round. He said its still yummy. He told me to make more tomorrow.When I make a promise to a kid. I can't break it.


Dreading going to the doctor tomorrow. I never told anyone I have a cyst growing. I had it for a while now. I never mention it the doctor when I did go for my visit. It doesn't hurt or anything. It seems it got bigger. Now I have to mention it to the doctor. I'm afraid the doctor is going to use a needle.