I would like to be call a mom one day.

I would like to be call a mom one day. I want to have a baby but my marriage is not going right. Do you have a baby to solve your marriage? No cause what if you do end up having a baby and the marriage still not working out. I don't want to have a kid and the parents are split up. It's going to be really hard for the kid. I don't want to be a single parent either.He doesn't even try cause he said he not even going to come to NYC for 2 months. Is that why I ended up liking someone else. I'm getting old I don't want it to be to late.

I wanted to call him.